Tuesday, November 2, 2010

L-I-F-E

I never realized how long it had been since I've written in here last, but I noticed it had been too long.
Here's my life: I still am dealing with the Insurance Company from the car wreck I was in this past February. My back is completely healed, only by the power of lots of prayer and seeking God for my healing. I'm a senior this year- it's a crazy stressful time right now, considering the fact that all my classes give SO much homework, my English teacher is like a Nazi she's so strict. I couldn't go to Kenya, Africa this year because of my back and other reasons. Emotionally, I have been stressed out for so long now. Life seems to get the better of me, and I am still trying to figure out how to balance responsibilities with school and church with leadership responsibilities. It's very overwhelming... Then there's another situation that isn't going well at all. I can't say what it is, but I will tell you that it does hurt... Have you ever felt like no matter what you do, it'll always hurt you? No matter how much you tell yourself it doesn't matter, or that it's all 'part of the plan', you still feel pain? Well, that's the way I have felt for a long time now. I'm going through a season in my life where I'm slowly losing people i care about. They're slowly leaving me, slowly backing out on me. Even the person that I always cared for and trusted the most. Yep, they're leaving me too. I'm not sure why this us happening, but it's making me learn to not rely on people, and to only rely on God.. I always knew that some people would let me down, it's just shocking to see who those people are. I never expected the ones to let me down to be them.
One of my friends was hit by a drunk driver Saturday night. She has a broken pelvis, fractured in front and back, and they thought she had some internal bleeding too. Her sister has a broken leg. Her friend was ejected from the car, and now has tons of stitches and scrapes and bruises. The rest of the family is just banged up a little. The drunk driver ran a red light and t-boned my friend's car going 90 miles-per-hour.. But good new!: She got released from the hospital yesterday!

I don't know where i was planning on going with this blog entry. But here it ends.
Bye.
-Danae.

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