Tuesday night i was praying right before i was going to sleep.
Then all of the sudden i hear these echoing footsteps in my room! They were like villan in mansion footsteps! They were loud and evil sounding. But creepy spiritual stuff has happened before to me. Only when I'm praying though. So usually I will just pray it away... So i tried doing that. But it didn't work. Then it sounded like there was a fight right outside my window! Like a legitimate man on man fight, right outside my window!! But.......... I kind of live on the second story of my house. So i was praying even harder after that!!! I was praying so loud and hard i was surprised that i didn't wake up the whole house! But the harder i prayed the louder it got! I was praying so hard, for so long.. But it was always just a little louder and harder then my praying. So being scared to where i'm pretty sure it was a miracle that i didn't pee my pants- i just grabbed my pillow and ran out of my room and i slept in the hall...
But now looking back on it, i wish that i would have done more. Prayed even more. Claimed more authority. Even though i didn't do all that this last time, i know that there will be more times to come.
I was at Robert and Valarie's house spending the night Friday w/Val and Kirsten. And me and Kirsten were talking about all of it. Then we got on the subject of demonic stuff. Whether it was demons being cast out of people at a youth camp, or just stuff that happens to different people. Then she was telling me this story about Smith Wigglesworth. One night He and his wife were in bed sleeping. Then all of the sudden Smith Wigglesworth wakes up in the middle of the night to seeing satan standing at the end of his bed! Then Smith W. says, "Oh... It's just you" And he falls back asleep!!!!! When she was telling me this story i was like, Holy crap! That's insane! Cause it really is... Imagine if you wake up in the middle of the night to seeing satan standing right in front of you! I don't even know what i would've done! Smith Wigglesworth had amazing strength and authority and confidence through God. I wish i would have had that. To have that authority, confidence and strength would be amazing... But right now i am focusing on having the absence of fear. Cause until the fear is gone i cannot have those things. So please be praying for me, just to get rid of this fear that i have. Cause it really freaked me out when i couldn't pray those things away.
"So humble yourselves before the God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." -James 4:7
PS- When all that creepy stuff happened in my room when i was praying. It happened right when i was praying for my friend's mom-- Abrik's mom. She has pancreatic cancer. They found out about a month ago. It's inoperable cancer. So really the only thing that will heal her is a miracle. Lucky thing God is on our side, and He's going to heal her. I just know it.
Then all of the sudden i hear these echoing footsteps in my room! They were like villan in mansion footsteps! They were loud and evil sounding. But creepy spiritual stuff has happened before to me. Only when I'm praying though. So usually I will just pray it away... So i tried doing that. But it didn't work. Then it sounded like there was a fight right outside my window! Like a legitimate man on man fight, right outside my window!! But.......... I kind of live on the second story of my house. So i was praying even harder after that!!! I was praying so loud and hard i was surprised that i didn't wake up the whole house! But the harder i prayed the louder it got! I was praying so hard, for so long.. But it was always just a little louder and harder then my praying. So being scared to where i'm pretty sure it was a miracle that i didn't pee my pants- i just grabbed my pillow and ran out of my room and i slept in the hall...
But now looking back on it, i wish that i would have done more. Prayed even more. Claimed more authority. Even though i didn't do all that this last time, i know that there will be more times to come.
I was at Robert and Valarie's house spending the night Friday w/Val and Kirsten. And me and Kirsten were talking about all of it. Then we got on the subject of demonic stuff. Whether it was demons being cast out of people at a youth camp, or just stuff that happens to different people. Then she was telling me this story about Smith Wigglesworth. One night He and his wife were in bed sleeping. Then all of the sudden Smith Wigglesworth wakes up in the middle of the night to seeing satan standing at the end of his bed! Then Smith W. says, "Oh... It's just you" And he falls back asleep!!!!! When she was telling me this story i was like, Holy crap! That's insane! Cause it really is... Imagine if you wake up in the middle of the night to seeing satan standing right in front of you! I don't even know what i would've done! Smith Wigglesworth had amazing strength and authority and confidence through God. I wish i would have had that. To have that authority, confidence and strength would be amazing... But right now i am focusing on having the absence of fear. Cause until the fear is gone i cannot have those things. So please be praying for me, just to get rid of this fear that i have. Cause it really freaked me out when i couldn't pray those things away.
"So humble yourselves before the God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." -James 4:7
PS- When all that creepy stuff happened in my room when i was praying. It happened right when i was praying for my friend's mom-- Abrik's mom. She has pancreatic cancer. They found out about a month ago. It's inoperable cancer. So really the only thing that will heal her is a miracle. Lucky thing God is on our side, and He's going to heal her. I just know it.
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I don't know if you've already conquered the fear thing or not...but lately, while we've been in France, I've woken up several times in the night with a lot of fear in me. Sometimes it's felt like I was being attacked my Satan and other times it just felt like a strong fear.
The other night I came across a verse in the Bible, after I had woken up with this fear, and it said,
"6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus." -Phil. 4:6-7
These verses have really helped me a lot. I hope that this helps.
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Thanks Chull! :D
I'm getting better at not being so fearful. But the creepy spiritual stuff is still happening from time to time. I've just learned to take it as a compliment! :D It's happening only when i'm praying, so that means I'm a threat to the Devil, which is good- Cause the Devil is a looser!!
Aaron Money once told me, "If you're not being attacked be then devil then that's a problem, cause that means you're not attacking him."
So whenever that stuff happens i just try to ignore it and keep on prayin' :)
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